Professional Beginner

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Thats me. It seems as though….. the whole “surfing thing” is not intuitive to me! I thought I would be a natural born surfer, I hoped I would! But my body and mind know the mountains and rivers, not the dynamimacy of el mar! Ha!! I am learning the ocean every day. And Every day it is different and I am different and the currents are different and the bottom is different, the crowd is different. The variables, as it… Read More »Professional Beginner

I Say, yesss to This!

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and……..Finally, she taps the feeling of flow. Floating in green, green, green, cast in golden light as the road sexily unfolds. Deep sigh. Everything that has happened has created — this. Moment. It is the place where her thoughts get lighter, her senses are sensing and appreciating. The place where her mind is integrating – not ruminating. The place where she understands why she is here on this beautiful blue and green planet – having a human experience. Quotes of… Read More »I Say, yesss to This!

Ah yeah

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Trains are simply THE BEST!! California Zephyr – Amtrak It Feels SO good being back in Colorado! THis land! I know and love this land. It has shaped me. There are trees! and it is green and it is cold and the water is cold. Big Sigh. Soooo stunningly beautiful, this land. Forever #1 in my heart.

Sunglasses

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We had a healing conversation. A deep sharing. A ceremonial ending. He was wearing his sunglasses. I go back in my mind – was it real? When I can’t see your eyes, I don’t fully feel our dance.

Belonging

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What is the thing I want the most?? BELONGING. It shows up everywhere in my life…..my wanting of this elusive concept. The spiritually inclined say…..you have to belong to yourself and that is the solution. I don’t think that is the full story. I think we are a social animals and we need to have roles in our pack or tribe. I feel fragile in my existense in the web of humanity around me. I don’t have clarity on my… Read More »Belonging

Courage

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To that man, who came over to our table in the restaurant/bar ……to tell me I looked magnificent. Thank you!! That was ballsy! and even though you walked away and me and my 4 girlfriends laughed…..don’t think I wasn’t touched. As a woman who was mesmorized by the beauty of my childhood best friends and then the women on my soccer team, comparing myself to them and deciding I had such a long way to go to be anything like… Read More »Courage

American Holiday

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This was years ago and this was the last time I felt American spirit moving through me. I was SO pumped for the U.S.A womens soccer team to beat out the rest of the other countries! i had a go U.S.A party at my house. Now, years later….living in Mexico and hanging out with Brits has me singing a whole new AMerica tune. But i do feel a tinge of …..haha we beat you 🙂 and i’m glad we did.

Covid Forever

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Feeling SO done with The Covid!! What a fucking journey!! And today I learned that Mexico is back on High alert. All the hospital beds in Cabo are filled. No tourists allowed. Apparently its raging in Todos Santos. when Oh When Will this end???! I was just getting used to the idea of maybe just maybe not having to remember my mask as I wisk out the door. Please god make it stop!!

The Little House

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Virginia Lee’s book, Little House, scarily captures what I see happening all around me.My parents bought this book when my brother and I were young and it was easily in our top 3 favorites. We read it over and over again. And now, ironicially, it seems to be the story I live in. That is…….the story of Development. We watched, powerless as they built over our baseball field. The place that holds some of my most delighted feelings of freedom.… Read More »The Little House