Wind And Waves

A ship is coming in!

For my own clothing line.  This is a good omen………!  Motochic, fashion.  Fun and Free and Bad-ass!

I have arrive in Colombia! Finally. After one of hardest years of my life (probably the hardest) I am broken open like never before. I’ve landed in Cartagena, very raw. Everything is too much and nothing is quite enough. Thank god, I am feeling deep inspiration. What a joy that feeling is! I also am riding very close to the void. The void of depression and nothingness. That void scares the hell out of me, that void feels like death. It’s right next to me. Making me ever aware. I’m engaging my inner explorative tools constantly. I have to, I’m in survival mode.

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Please,take my pain away.Please help me feel powerful.

“Give me the hook that’s going to pull me up and out of the pain.  Give me the comforting one-liner to clear my confusion. Caffeinate my stuckness. Give me permission to want what I want. Give me a diamond of insight that I can carry all week. Inspire me to go for it. Tell me everything is going to be okay. Please, be encouraging.”

~Danielle Laporte’s website.

Bainbridge Island in Seattle.

Listen to the wind, it talks.

Listen to the silence, it speaks.

Listen to your heart, it knows.

The Soul In A Body

is like an old Russian immigrant
looking out his apartment’s only window.
Yes, yes, he says.
The landlord printed my name in block letters
on the lobby directory
decades ago.
All correspondence
has been forwarded to this address.
But I am not from here. I am not
from here at all.

I was sooo appreciative to see the sun and flowers in the morning.  whew!  I hope I don’t have another night like that for a long ass time.